Tuesday, March 6, 2012

deciding

I'm terrible at this blogging thing. There, I said it.

I'm trying to decide whether I have anything to say that isn't already being said. To decide if my reasons to write--capturing, creating, expressing, relating--are worth the time and energy expended. To decide if I will ever have an audience, or better yet, decide if I even desire an audience.

If I was good at this, I'd know. There would be no decisions. It would be a given, a force pulsing through me.

Yet, here I am. Still writing, about to hit publish.

2 comments:

  1. So if you are still writing...perhaps you need to be! I wrote when no one ever came by. I love to do it, so it doesn't really matter. Do it for you. :)

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    1. Sam, thank you for the encouragement!

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